Like if I, because I feel like I sweat a lot and then if my makeup looks disgusting, I just, I don't feel good. But it's all my other friends like, who cares?


Yeah.


And I'm like, I mean I know it's not a big deal, but like it's some kind of sucks.


Uh huh. Yeah.


I don't know. Yeah, I don't like to eat at all.


I feel like, I feel like the setting sprays that I found have been kind of sucky too.


Yeah, I don't I don't really, I have used a setting spray but I don't think it did anything, but I'd like to know if there's something that actually works.


It's like where do you find a good one mm From? Yeah.


I feel like that's maybe just to get you to spend more money. Like I don't think it does any like extreme.


Yeah. I think, yeah, I think what I'm gonna do is so I'm in like the stage tech last, we're doing makeup stuff like, and I've kind of realized it's like heavier grade stuff so I'm gonna find like it's like a performance space, like setting spray because if it can survive under the lights and everything, I'm sure it'll work for just like a normal makeup.


Yeah. Where do you get like that kind of stuff like Yeah.


Um, I mean, I know I looked online and I found like the setting sprays on amazon. I don't know where they got like this stage makeup because she just like, um, one of the times she met, she gave us a bag and I had like all the things for the projects we're gonna do so we could do them at home.


Mhm Oh, I'm not like, look that up because maybe that's what I need is just like heavier duty makeup or something uh interesting.


And she just had like the stage makeup kit in there. Like, but you can like, I don't know. It's just like, I guess you can buy them also individually. I guess it just depends on what you're doing, but okay. Yeah.


I love makeup so and all that stuff.


All right.


Do you have a favorite palace?


No, I don't really use like, like you're talking about like eye shadow.


Mm hmm. Yeah.


I don't really use eyeshadow that much, but I do really like it.


Yes.


I just don't use it that much on myself.


Yeah.


Um But I like um was the it was like a it was a morphine palette. I like morphy. I like that brand and I liked Heart too.


I like Jeffrey Star, but I know there's some like weird stuff happening with it.


Yeah. I don't know what's going on exactly.


Yeah, I think it's good though. Like I'm not gonna lie.


But yeah, that's awkward. I don't even understand like anything about that anyway is like, I don't know do you follow stuff like that?


Okay. Let's see if something.


I know it's kind of stupid, but like and well like, Yeah, I love this video.


Mhm No, like I like last year when like Shane was like making his series on, on that and all that was going down. Like I followed that like, I love that series and you could like fall along with what was going on with James trials.


Yeah. Text public.


But then like, I don't know what happened this year. Like it just got so complicated.


I lost track.


Yeah. Yeah.


No, I don't really know what's happening anymore or how I feel.


No.


I just know I like the makeup and I was entertained by the series so I was kind of over at, yeah.


Good. I know. Like I'm kind of mad because I like the series two now. It's like not like it's ruined, but it's kind of tainted and it just makes me mad because I liked it and I like learning about like how much a custom make the pallets and what they were like. That was really cool and I don't know about that. Whatever her name is like Totti or It's like 45 who's like on YouTube.


Yeah. Yeah. That warm.


Yeah. She looks really good on the anyway.


Yeah.


Yeah. I don't know.


Okay.


It's really weird because I know morphy isn't like, I think, um we're fee and Jeffrey star burst like a thing anymore. Yeah.


Yeah. I don't, I haven't, I don't know about that or I don't know.


Thank you. Like I think, well, I think they like, I guess they had a I don't know, a contract or like or whatever who are Oh yeah, I don't think anymore because like supposedly he's racist I guess.


I haven't kept up with it. I know they had a pallet together and they also had like yeah they had a settings for a yeah. So how it happened, right?


I don't know like it's just annoying because I like I like very like I don't know people like that.


I don't know. Yeah. Yeah. It's really annoying how many people are getting canceled because like I don't know, I can't keep up with it and afterwards it's like what do I do?


I know. I know because I feel bad like should I don't buy this stuff that I really like it.


I don't know. That whole cancel thing is like I don't know. And the grand scheme of things when you think about it like does any of this stuff matter like I don't know.


It's just weird. Yeah, I like the Rich Youtuber is too going and I'm just jealous of them.


Mhm.


Really? I want you to like do you follow anyone or?


Yeah. Yeah. Um Yeah like I watch it now, I mostly watch like commentary stuff.


Okay. Oh. Mhm.


Um Yeah like Cody ko and like kurtis Conner like that kind of side.


Mhm. Yeah, I'd like to use to watch things like Emma chamberlain like just for entertainment kind of um I think I'm just jealous of her because she like gets to go to paris fashion. We could lose your time.


Yeah.


She's like 18. Uh huh.


But I don't know sometimes I just watch it really entertainment.


Um Yeah.


That's like that's why like Jeffrey star like part it was like his personality but also just kind of like kind of cool to see like how ridiculously wealthy he was.


Yeah. Okay. Ah Yeah.


It's like whoa, I didn't know that was even nothing.


You know like wasn't like six years ago at all, like he had no money.


So crazy house wealthy he is now um Oh I don't know.


And he's like so beautiful.


I'm so mad.


No, I'm so mad at you.


I don't know. Really sucks and like his house is so pretty and I don't know if you, you know like his ex boyfriend like Nathan you follow that kind of stuff.


I was like I was sad when they broke up just like you know.


Yeah, me too.


Yeah was like personally up tonight.


It's like oh yeah.


I still kind of like was confused about that. Like I don't know because he would call him like street, but I'm like, but he's not right. You know what I mean? Like that views like how is he straight if you're bisexual?


Yeah. Yeah. I don't know.


Yeah.


I was just not like any of that matters, but I abuse Yeah.


Oh no. Uh huh. It's not like it matters, but I'm still like I still wanna know like I still have questions, how does that work?


No, like no business. Yeah. Yeah. I was like so sad. Uh huh.


Okay. It's not my life. I guess so.


Yeah. Do you like James Charles?


I mean like I never watched him before.


I don't even Yeah.


Like, like he seems okay like a goddess palette because it's, you know, they had a bunch of colours, like affordable and it was pretty good.


Yeah. Yeah.


So, but I don't really know anything about.


What? I don't believe there. Like I don't follow him. Um But yeah, like he's pretty young, right?


Like 20 tv.


Yeah. Yeah. 20. Yeah.


That makes me feel inadequate like Will be successful.


He means yeah. Okay.


20 year olds.


Like now that I'm like, Like now there's something like 18, 19 year old like artists that are so successful and I was like, oh, like I'm just getting started and like they're already, you know, at the peak of their career, like okay, I guess I'm a little slow on that.


All right. Yeah. Yeah. No, this time.


Okay.


All right. Yeah. It makes me feel bad sometimes, but they're just lucky honestly.


Yeah.


Yeah. Yeah. I think part of it it's definitely the opportunities, like some people just like, you know what they want to do in life earlier and they are able to do it and I just you know, house the right situations like I don't know.


Yeah. Yeah, that's true. Like I don't feel like I'm like that at all. I don't know what I'm doing.


Even though like I kind of know what I want to do.


Mhm.


I still don't know right?


Yeah. Yeah.


It's kind of crazy in high school you have to like know what you want to do for school and like college it's like well I don't know.


That's like a lot to ask right?


Yeah. Yeah. It's like what do you want to do for the rest of your life just side now.


Yeah. Yeah. Well done. You know martin?


Mm hmm.


Yeah well I can't listen to everything.


What kind of music do you listen to? Okay.


Um Except I don't really only country a whole lot. I don't know you feel about country but not like affordable but I just don't listen to it, wow.


Yeah. Uh huh. Yeah.


Um Yeah I kind of in a different stuff like some like alternative um Especially when I go to the gym I like kind of stuff like that. Um Some like old stuff, some rock sometimes popping out like a whole lot. Um Yeah, what about you?


Yeah. That's parents the same. Like alternative, indie rock, pop.


I don't really like country very much.


Yeah. Oh thank you.


It just gets on my nerves. I don't know what it is. But like what I hear a country song, I just have the urge to hate it mindlessly.


It is here my ex boyfriend loved country.


Okay.


Always play it. And I think, I mean maybe like hate it more because he never played it right?


Oh yeah.


It's definitely not my speed. It's all like the same to me on the contrary.


Yeah.


Music is the same about trucks and like they're in love with a girl I think trump.


Yeah. Yeah. It's like it feels fake.


Yeah, it's food.


Like I feel so formulaic. It's like this can't be real. I know there's something else going on.


Yeah. Mm. Mm. Yeah. I have friends who really like it.


Sunshine. I don't know.


Yeah. Like I mean living where I do, you know, you can you run into it?


Yeah. Yeah, that's true. Have you always lived there? You all right.


Uh, no I've I mean this as long as like I've ever been anywhere for like 10 years, but before this I lived like Tennessee and we were in Rhode island for a little bit as well. That was like when I was a lot younger. So this is mostly been my life.


Okay. Mm hmm. Yeah. Cool. Yeah, I'm, I'm originally from me, but I moved to Connecticut when I was young and I've just been current.


Yeah. Much. Mhm.


So No.


Yeah. I have a friend who he lives in Connecticut now, like he's a like a ballet dancer and they have a school somewhere nutmeg.


Right. What for your family?


So now he lives in Connecticut.


My um, my sister went to school in boston for like performing arts. Um, she's really into like that stuff. I was never, I was never talented in that way.


Yeah.


Um, I wish I was, but just never happened for me. Yeah, I always liked theater, like growing up I was always in the school plays and stuff, right?


Yeah, I mean if you want to like, I mean there's always like place you can do if you want to try it out, you know his Yeah, the light.


Yeah, like I'm like, so I just get so nervous, you know? Um So I feel like that probably goes away eventually, right? But I don't know, are you like, do you perform in them a lot or?


Um I mean like as far as like being nervous goes like I'm like I'm kind of shot an awkward, but I don't know like I like I like I like talking and I like having that attention so it's like really fun for me if I know what I'm doing and then, but like it's at school, like the school I went to, it wasn't a big high school as a charter school, so I didn't have as many performance opportunities as other people.


Mhm. Yeah. Yeah. Mm. Oh. Mhm.


So now, like I go to school and I feel like I'm not as like prepared as everyone else.


Okay. Mhm. I always felt like that in school, like even with my major, I don't know, I don't know if it's just in my head that I compare myself to other people and like where they're at, but I don't know. No, that's that's cool. That sounds like a cool major. Do you know you want to do like after school or you kind of just figuring out?


Um Yeah, I don't know really. I don't really know what I want to do, like exactly after school, but I know I want to dabble in a little bit of everything, but mostly focus on stage lock up.


Mhm. Because they are listed that's been going on right now because of covid blake be able to Yeah.


Like luckily I don't have an acting class this semester, I have a next semester.


Mhm Oh Oh, I need black.


But for the people who are enacting right now, it's kind of they for they still have plays, but they're zoom plays and it's been interesting to see that like it's definitely something that works better for some material than others.


Yeah, I mean Oh, I got it. Uh huh. It's not good. They're trying, you know?


Oh, I'm just not really close.


Uh huh.


Like the first place that I song, you know, it did not work at all and like everyone, it was just like it was so awkward because everyone can see could see it wasn't working and it just it just didn't.


Okay. Mhm Well, yeah.


And then the second place I saw was the Laramie Project in the format of the interview.


Yeah. Mhm Yeah, I think I should have been to that.


So it worked really well. Yeah, I can be very bad or very good.


That's interesting. I can imagine certain place I just don't work. Oh wow. You've been talking for long enough.


Um we're at 25 minutes.


Well, he's talking now and that I hope school goes well and I hope if you talk to more people that it's not awkward, boot sailing.


Alright. It was nice speaking to you as wow. Yeah.


Mhm um Well, stay healthy and good luck with school. Good luck plays and everything.


Oh you too.


I hope it gets better next semester. So you don't have to do like even play. Right, We'll see you later.


Okay, bye.


You have a good one. I'm thank you.


Thank you.